*Watched John Wick, Tough Guys, and D.A.R.Y.L. movies.
*Cleaned the house.
Sunday, March 24, 2019
Monday, February 25, 2019
Positives Wed Jan 30-Sun Feb 24, 2019
*Ate Kawai Kookie Kona Coffee Macadamia and Chocolate Chip Macadamia cookies and Ritz Whole Wheat crackers for the first time.
*Super Bowl LIII.
*Watched The Firm (1992) movie.
*Ate at Hokkaido Ramen Santouka restaurant for the first time.
*Interviewed for a Data Analyst contract for a company based in Great Britain.
*Finished reading The Swiss Family Robinson by Johann Wyss and The Fifth Elephant by Terry Pratchett.
*Super Bowl LIII.
*Watched The Firm (1992) movie.
*Ate at Hokkaido Ramen Santouka restaurant for the first time.
*Interviewed for a Data Analyst contract for a company based in Great Britain.
*Finished reading The Swiss Family Robinson by Johann Wyss and The Fifth Elephant by Terry Pratchett.
Sunday, February 24, 2019
How Can I Be A Good Person When I'm Not Really A Good Person?
Blogger's note: Today's blog is posted at Innovating Common Knowledge and at Finding Raymond Mar.
My current life is unequal to a good person. I'm currently living a loser life unemployed, live with my parents, few friends, and too much free time; however, most of my free time is spent on taking care of my parents, taking care of the house, exercising, learning new job skills, and job searching. Also, I live maintaining the minimums of a trouble-free life such as being a law abiding citizen, controlling my expenses, and behaving a mature adult.
I have been learning everything to be a good person. I made mistakes. I'm lucky I started learning from my mistakes when I realized I must grow up on Sat Oct 4, 2008. I experienced new experiences. I found new adventures. I acquired wisdom. Problems are being solved. There are no endings to all of the above--innovate infinitely. My brain absorbs new intelligence. I fight the struggles.
Innovating Common Knowledge Blogs Are Nothing
Today I feel my blogs are nothing. There is no value when a loser writes blogs. There is no creditability. There is no sincerely. There is no honestly. I never experienced what I blogged. There is no value.
I must be a winner to make everything correct. I need a break. I need an opportunity. I need a blessing. I need a chance. Good luck is coming soon. It's time for good fortunes. These are clique. These are true.
My current life is unequal to a good person. I'm currently living a loser life unemployed, live with my parents, few friends, and too much free time; however, most of my free time is spent on taking care of my parents, taking care of the house, exercising, learning new job skills, and job searching. Also, I live maintaining the minimums of a trouble-free life such as being a law abiding citizen, controlling my expenses, and behaving a mature adult.
I have been learning everything to be a good person. I made mistakes. I'm lucky I started learning from my mistakes when I realized I must grow up on Sat Oct 4, 2008. I experienced new experiences. I found new adventures. I acquired wisdom. Problems are being solved. There are no endings to all of the above--innovate infinitely. My brain absorbs new intelligence. I fight the struggles.
Innovating Common Knowledge Blogs Are Nothing
Today I feel my blogs are nothing. There is no value when a loser writes blogs. There is no creditability. There is no sincerely. There is no honestly. I never experienced what I blogged. There is no value.
I must be a winner to make everything correct. I need a break. I need an opportunity. I need a blessing. I need a chance. Good luck is coming soon. It's time for good fortunes. These are clique. These are true.
Wednesday, January 30, 2019
Positives Sat Jan 12-Tue Jan 29, 2019
*Finished watching The Shield Season 4 and Season 5.
*Watched Napoleon Dynamite and Flashdance movies.
*Ate Oat Crunch Cinnamon Cheerios, Chocolate Belvita for the first time.
*Phone interviewed Business Analyst contract position.
*Cleaned the house.
*Played Solitaire card game with actual cards for the first time in a long time.
*Watched Napoleon Dynamite and Flashdance movies.
*Ate Oat Crunch Cinnamon Cheerios, Chocolate Belvita for the first time.
*Phone interviewed Business Analyst contract position.
*Cleaned the house.
*Played Solitaire card game with actual cards for the first time in a long time.
Saturday, January 12, 2019
Positives Sat Dec 8, 2018-Fri Jan 11, 2019
*Ate Maple Cheerios and Simple Mills Fine Ground sea Salt Almond Flour Crackers for the first time.
*Shaved with Harry's Shaving Gel for the first time.
*Cleaned the house.
*Reinstalled Windows 7 on my laptop.
*Finished reading Carpe Jugulum by Terry Pratchett and The Firm by John Grisham.
*Finished watching The Shield Season 3.
*Watched Tron (1982) movie.
*Shined old arcade tokens to be used for board game counters.
*Shaved with Harry's Shaving Gel for the first time.
*Cleaned the house.
*Reinstalled Windows 7 on my laptop.
*Finished reading Carpe Jugulum by Terry Pratchett and The Firm by John Grisham.
*Finished watching The Shield Season 3.
*Watched Tron (1982) movie.
*Shined old arcade tokens to be used for board game counters.
Sunday, December 9, 2018
Is This My Life?
Blogger's note: I initially wrote the blog for my personal blog Finding Raymond Mar. An event which happened on Tue Dec 4 changed my mind. I choose to post today's blog at Innovating Common Knowledge titled First Time I Saw A Restaurant Close On Tuesdays and at Finding Raymond Mar titled Is This My Life? Today's blog is minimally edited for grammar.
2018 is over. I wanted to try a restaurant in another city for the first time. I was in the area on Tue Dec 4. The restaurant is closed on Tuesdays. Are you serious? The event summed my recent life. Bad luck. Bad timing. Misfortunes. Missed chances. Missed opportunities. Slipped through the cracks. Just one away. Every good moment there is an asterisk or fine print ruining the good moment; in other words, there is a "but" ruining the good. The world didn't come to an end when I get a sore throat, lose my computer data, minor back pain, miss a sale, or don't get the job. My life can't get worse spiritually speaking. I have shelter, I'm in good health, I have a desktop with internet access, and I live with minimal expenses. On the other hand, my life can get worse such as a car accident, cancer, a devastating earthquake, or being lost in the woods. I'm done with 2018. I'm frustrated what I can't control. Bad results happen. I'm frustrated what I can control I receive small rewards. I'm done controlling everything I can control. Life is unfair. I'm the unfortunate more bad moments than good moments.
2018 is the same as 2016 and 2017. All three are dull years. Ironically, 2018 is the fastest year. 2016 and 2017 were fast years, too. 2014 and 2015 were slower years for which they were better than 2016, 2017, and 2018.
Life itself takes over in 2019. I respond what life gives me. I go with the flow. I'm going back to the past when life controlled me. I follow life, destiny, fate, karma, and Act of God. I maintain being a good person--the same life I have been living hoping for the best. I continue self-responsibility. I experienced more good calendar years than bad calendar years when life controlled me. I have done everything I can do in my control. I have done everything life given me. I react. I try to be proactive if the situation calls. It's a judgment call.
It's not bullshit. It's the truth. It's reality. I receive feedback I'm not doing enough. I'm open to opinions. I receive any communication I'm not doing enough, I'm not focus, I'm not working hard enough, and/or I'm making bad choices. I'm past the clique advice. I'm past the common knowledge. I continue to be open. Tell me something new. I welcome new ideas. I ignore communications making the other person feel better taking advantage of my current depressed life.
2018 is the same as 2016 and 2017. I'm 99.99% confident there are other people living my similar life situation.
Living Solo Is Temporary
I take my chances living alone compared to being with people to avoid loneliness. Most of the people I said goodbye in past years dragged me down. There was no joy. There was no happiness. I felt routine being with these people. I was the lowest common denominator. One goal after I earned freedom is create new circle of friends to share life. We help each other live better lives. We help each other keep our life fresh.
2018 is over. I wanted to try a restaurant in another city for the first time. I was in the area on Tue Dec 4. The restaurant is closed on Tuesdays. Are you serious? The event summed my recent life. Bad luck. Bad timing. Misfortunes. Missed chances. Missed opportunities. Slipped through the cracks. Just one away. Every good moment there is an asterisk or fine print ruining the good moment; in other words, there is a "but" ruining the good. The world didn't come to an end when I get a sore throat, lose my computer data, minor back pain, miss a sale, or don't get the job. My life can't get worse spiritually speaking. I have shelter, I'm in good health, I have a desktop with internet access, and I live with minimal expenses. On the other hand, my life can get worse such as a car accident, cancer, a devastating earthquake, or being lost in the woods. I'm done with 2018. I'm frustrated what I can't control. Bad results happen. I'm frustrated what I can control I receive small rewards. I'm done controlling everything I can control. Life is unfair. I'm the unfortunate more bad moments than good moments.
2018 is the same as 2016 and 2017. All three are dull years. Ironically, 2018 is the fastest year. 2016 and 2017 were fast years, too. 2014 and 2015 were slower years for which they were better than 2016, 2017, and 2018.
Life itself takes over in 2019. I respond what life gives me. I go with the flow. I'm going back to the past when life controlled me. I follow life, destiny, fate, karma, and Act of God. I maintain being a good person--the same life I have been living hoping for the best. I continue self-responsibility. I experienced more good calendar years than bad calendar years when life controlled me. I have done everything I can do in my control. I have done everything life given me. I react. I try to be proactive if the situation calls. It's a judgment call.
It's not bullshit. It's the truth. It's reality. I receive feedback I'm not doing enough. I'm open to opinions. I receive any communication I'm not doing enough, I'm not focus, I'm not working hard enough, and/or I'm making bad choices. I'm past the clique advice. I'm past the common knowledge. I continue to be open. Tell me something new. I welcome new ideas. I ignore communications making the other person feel better taking advantage of my current depressed life.
2018 is the same as 2016 and 2017. I'm 99.99% confident there are other people living my similar life situation.
Living Solo Is Temporary
I take my chances living alone compared to being with people to avoid loneliness. Most of the people I said goodbye in past years dragged me down. There was no joy. There was no happiness. I felt routine being with these people. I was the lowest common denominator. One goal after I earned freedom is create new circle of friends to share life. We help each other live better lives. We help each other keep our life fresh.
Saturday, December 8, 2018
Positives Wed Nov 7-Fri Dec 7, 2018
*Watched The Wolf Of Wall Street and Terms Of Endearment movies.
*Created a paracord bracelet for the first time
*Ate Costco chicken bake and Costco artisan bread for the first time.
*Cleaned the house.
*Black Friday 2018. I purchased Nike SB Bruin Max Vapor shoes, Castrol motor oil, Philips Norelco Multigroom 7000, Samsung 28" LED monitor U28E590D, Cheerios Maple flavor, Earth Therapeutics foot creams, and a Faberware parking knife. I also purchased Head & Shoulders shampoo.
*Finished reading Eric by Terry Pratchett.
*Auto maintenance: changed the oil, replaced air filter, replaced cabin air filter, and tire rotation & tire balance.
*Watched The Shield Season 3 episodes 1-7.
*Created a paracord bracelet for the first time
*Ate Costco chicken bake and Costco artisan bread for the first time.
*Cleaned the house.
*Black Friday 2018. I purchased Nike SB Bruin Max Vapor shoes, Castrol motor oil, Philips Norelco Multigroom 7000, Samsung 28" LED monitor U28E590D, Cheerios Maple flavor, Earth Therapeutics foot creams, and a Faberware parking knife. I also purchased Head & Shoulders shampoo.
*Finished reading Eric by Terry Pratchett.
*Auto maintenance: changed the oil, replaced air filter, replaced cabin air filter, and tire rotation & tire balance.
*Watched The Shield Season 3 episodes 1-7.
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