*Played Pit for the first time with my friends. We were grimey big time.
*Attended Yaoi Con anime convention. Hung out with some friends, met some new people, and purchased dojinshi for the first time.
*Purchased The Godfather DVD box set I never watched the movie, dinner rolls something different to eat instead of rice, and more English muffins
*Finished watching The Graduate and watched Mad Max. The Graduate good movie for a person like me in my current state. My new nickname should be Gladstone, LOL
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Monday, September 29, 2008
Friday, September 26, 2008
What Is My Greatest Fear?
My greatest fear is being alone--living a life with no friends. Life alone is I go to work and I go home. I stay at home on weekends. The activities outside home are family related and doing errands. Really boring ;__; Life is boring being alone. Coworkers and classmates are excluded from a lonely life. I’m talking about friends you spent your free time with.
I didn’t have any friends outside school from pre-school to 7th grade. I wonder why my parents failed to encourage me to make friends? Oh, well. I was invited to a few birthday parties. One of my classmates invited me to his birthday party two years in a row, and the second year he went to a different school. I received the invitation by mail (the old fashion way of communication, LOL). The birthday party I went twice most of the time I was alone. I rarely talked to the kids. WTH?!? I feared participating in the piñata game. I wondered why I was invited. I was a weird kid. I had no control over my actions. I acted weird. My behavior was retarded. I was not a smart student.
I remember one lunch recess in 1st grade. The year was 1981. My classmates and I played Star Wars. I never saw the movie. I bull shitted my way through the game. I don’t remember if my classmates called me a liar or faker. I say yes they did. I was also a tattletale. I tell the yard supervisor when I see trouble. For instance, three of my classmates sunk out of the school grounds to the nearby park. I told the yard supervisor. She was pissed at my classmates. She and another teacher went to the park to find them. I made three enemies the next school day. I was awarded with a whistle on a yellow string from the yard supervisor on the last school assembly of the year thanking me for helping them out. WTF?!? Today if I’m a tattletale, I get beat up and I get in trouble by the school given today’s politically correct way of education. Throughout my 1st grade year I had no friends I considered “friends.” My classmates when I was in kindergarten either stayed in kindergarten for one more year or went to another school. One classmate and I went to 1st grade in my kindergarten class.
Anyways, my childhood I played with my brother, my brother’s friends, and cousins. Perhaps, my parents failed to encourage me making friends because I have a brother to play with. Interesting thought. Our closest cousin influenced my brother and I what we do outside school. He introduced us to GI JOE, Transformers, Legos, and baseball cards. My brother and I never got into Star Wars when we were kids. Pathetic :(
In 6th grade and 7th grade, many mornings and many lunch times I hung out by myself. In the mornings, I waited at the front of the school next to the bench watching the buses, parents dropping off their children, and teachers coming to work. In the lunch time, I sat down next to the boy’s locker room entrance and did homework or watched the other kids play sports and talk to each other after I ate lunch in the lunch benches. (Students must eat lunches in the bench areas next to the cafeteria.) I befriended the handicapped students in 7th grade. The bright spot took place at the last months in 7th grade where I played basketball with five friends who were like me—we were one of the least popular students. We played 3 on 3 basketball.
8th grade was a turnaround. I met and hung out with friends in 8th grade. I had my first girlfriend in 8th grade. I attended the school dances and got along with many students and they got along with me. I wasn’t the most popular. I considered myself someone easily recognizable.
Today, I have lots of friends. I have the ability and confidence to meet new people and make more friends. There is no such thing as having not enough friends. Friends come and go. For me, I like to have friends stay in my life for a long, long time. I have friends outside Northern California. I have a few out of state. One of my friends we have been friends since Summer 1997. He’s a great guy we have many similar interests and hobbies. He’s dependable and trustworthy. We discuss anything and we are honest. I like friends who are not bull shit.
I rather have lots of friends and stay single instead of being with one person I’m in love with and married. Friendships can last a long time. I see long-term friendships with about 98% of my friends. As far as I’m concerned, I don’t have any friends who don’t respect me. If I have anyone, which is highly possible, who doesn’t respect me, I like to know because I listen to all opinions who they think of me.
There is nothing wrong being alone sometimes. I like to do errands alone most of the time. Sometimes I want alone time at home such as watching a movie, watching anime, playing video games, or just taking a break from outside life. Also, I like to work alone most of the time. I get more repots and assignments completed when I’m alone.
Side Note: I had some good moments in 1st grade. I got along well with my classmates in my reading lab. I think back now and everyone in reading lab was like me: dumb and
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I didn’t have any friends outside school from pre-school to 7th grade. I wonder why my parents failed to encourage me to make friends? Oh, well. I was invited to a few birthday parties. One of my classmates invited me to his birthday party two years in a row, and the second year he went to a different school. I received the invitation by mail (the old fashion way of communication, LOL). The birthday party I went twice most of the time I was alone. I rarely talked to the kids. WTH?!? I feared participating in the piñata game. I wondered why I was invited. I was a weird kid. I had no control over my actions. I acted weird. My behavior was retarded. I was not a smart student.
I remember one lunch recess in 1st grade. The year was 1981. My classmates and I played Star Wars. I never saw the movie. I bull shitted my way through the game. I don’t remember if my classmates called me a liar or faker. I say yes they did. I was also a tattletale. I tell the yard supervisor when I see trouble. For instance, three of my classmates sunk out of the school grounds to the nearby park. I told the yard supervisor. She was pissed at my classmates. She and another teacher went to the park to find them. I made three enemies the next school day. I was awarded with a whistle on a yellow string from the yard supervisor on the last school assembly of the year thanking me for helping them out. WTF?!? Today if I’m a tattletale, I get beat up and I get in trouble by the school given today’s politically correct way of education. Throughout my 1st grade year I had no friends I considered “friends.” My classmates when I was in kindergarten either stayed in kindergarten for one more year or went to another school. One classmate and I went to 1st grade in my kindergarten class.
Anyways, my childhood I played with my brother, my brother’s friends, and cousins. Perhaps, my parents failed to encourage me making friends because I have a brother to play with. Interesting thought. Our closest cousin influenced my brother and I what we do outside school. He introduced us to GI JOE, Transformers, Legos, and baseball cards. My brother and I never got into Star Wars when we were kids. Pathetic :(
In 6th grade and 7th grade, many mornings and many lunch times I hung out by myself. In the mornings, I waited at the front of the school next to the bench watching the buses, parents dropping off their children, and teachers coming to work. In the lunch time, I sat down next to the boy’s locker room entrance and did homework or watched the other kids play sports and talk to each other after I ate lunch in the lunch benches. (Students must eat lunches in the bench areas next to the cafeteria.) I befriended the handicapped students in 7th grade. The bright spot took place at the last months in 7th grade where I played basketball with five friends who were like me—we were one of the least popular students. We played 3 on 3 basketball.
8th grade was a turnaround. I met and hung out with friends in 8th grade. I had my first girlfriend in 8th grade. I attended the school dances and got along with many students and they got along with me. I wasn’t the most popular. I considered myself someone easily recognizable.
Today, I have lots of friends. I have the ability and confidence to meet new people and make more friends. There is no such thing as having not enough friends. Friends come and go. For me, I like to have friends stay in my life for a long, long time. I have friends outside Northern California. I have a few out of state. One of my friends we have been friends since Summer 1997. He’s a great guy we have many similar interests and hobbies. He’s dependable and trustworthy. We discuss anything and we are honest. I like friends who are not bull shit.
I rather have lots of friends and stay single instead of being with one person I’m in love with and married. Friendships can last a long time. I see long-term friendships with about 98% of my friends. As far as I’m concerned, I don’t have any friends who don’t respect me. If I have anyone, which is highly possible, who doesn’t respect me, I like to know because I listen to all opinions who they think of me.
There is nothing wrong being alone sometimes. I like to do errands alone most of the time. Sometimes I want alone time at home such as watching a movie, watching anime, playing video games, or just taking a break from outside life. Also, I like to work alone most of the time. I get more repots and assignments completed when I’m alone.
Side Note: I had some good moments in 1st grade. I got along well with my classmates in my reading lab. I think back now and everyone in reading lab was like me: dumb and
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Positives Tuesday September 23, 2008-Thursday September 25, 2008
*Visited my brother’s house after work and ate dinner
*Completed September FY09 numbers at work
*Worked out at gym following a new workout plan
*Prepared my cosplays for Yaoi Con Sat Sep 27 and Sun Sep 28
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*Completed September FY09 numbers at work
*Worked out at gym following a new workout plan
*Prepared my cosplays for Yaoi Con Sat Sep 27 and Sun Sep 28
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Positives Sunday September 21 and Monday September 22, 2008
*Helped Dad purchase bricks for my brother’s house
*Helped Mom cook vegetables for a big dinner
*Washed laundry and ironed my dress shirts
*Read newspaper including the current economy and financial crisis and the new California Academy of Science reopening in San Francisco
*Gave a gallon of gas to someone needing gas at the gas station
*Finished laundry and finished ironing my dress shirts
*My brother’s family second child born
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*Helped Mom cook vegetables for a big dinner
*Washed laundry and ironed my dress shirts
*Read newspaper including the current economy and financial crisis and the new California Academy of Science reopening in San Francisco
*Gave a gallon of gas to someone needing gas at the gas station
*Finished laundry and finished ironing my dress shirts
*My brother’s family second child born
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Sunday, September 21, 2008
Positives Friday September 19 and Saturday September 20, 2008
*Tried stir fry noodles served at another Cisco cafeteria
*Shopped at Safeway buying dinner and cooking dinner for family. Also purchased yogurt and english muffins I have not ate in a long time.
*Hung out with my friends Friday night. Some of us played The Settlers of Catan board game. A family saw the game and we talked about how the game rocks XD
*Visited Capitola for the first time with two friends :D We also went to In-N-Out Burger, Toys R Us, Best Buy, Fry’s, and ate dinner at Sushi Factory. I got pictures of Capitola police cars. Yay!
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*Shopped at Safeway buying dinner and cooking dinner for family. Also purchased yogurt and english muffins I have not ate in a long time.
*Hung out with my friends Friday night. Some of us played The Settlers of Catan board game. A family saw the game and we talked about how the game rocks XD
*Visited Capitola for the first time with two friends :D We also went to In-N-Out Burger, Toys R Us, Best Buy, Fry’s, and ate dinner at Sushi Factory. I got pictures of Capitola police cars. Yay!
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Thursday, September 18, 2008
Positives Thursday September 18, 2008
*Answered the phone while my parents are in the house. I never answer the phone because I never get calls. A small way to help my Mom and Dad.
*Updated my Innovating Common Knowledge description and created Finding Raymond Mar description
*Arrived at work early to help my co-worker completed my department’s FY09 forecast
*Updated my webpage
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*Updated my Innovating Common Knowledge description and created Finding Raymond Mar description
*Arrived at work early to help my co-worker completed my department’s FY09 forecast
*Updated my webpage
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Positives Wednesday September 17, 2008
*Brush my teeth in the morning. I want to keep my braces, o-rings, and clear wires clean. I must do it after I eat breakfast and before I go to work =O
*Slide open the car’s moon roof inside cover to view the sky when the sun is not shining at me XD
*Create a new monthly report for my department.
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*Slide open the car’s moon roof inside cover to view the sky when the sun is not shining at me XD
*Create a new monthly report for my department.
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