I'm behind in life. I'm behind in knowledge, skills, experience, everything in life for a 34 year old. I feel I'm running to catch up to the moving car containing my true life. I'm growing up meaning I have the wisdom of an 18 year old. I feel inferior most of the time when I converse and hang out with people. I feel they know what they're doing they say, act, behave, and do it with confidence whether they're right or wrong. I see no weaknesses.
Is That Why You're Depressed?
I guess.
What Do You Mean You Guess?
I'm in denial. Yeah, I'm depressed. I do everything I can to avoid depression. I'm proof everyone experience depression many times. The best people overcome depression as quickly and efficiency as possible.
Accutane Is Causing You To Be Depressed?
Nope. If the reason is accutane, then I don't admit my personal weakness. I have a reason being depressed.
What Are You Doing To Conquer And Defeat Your Weakness?
I continue living life by meeting new people and learning anything new. I know depression is temporary. I want to meet people with similar lifestyle and current life situation like me. I have bad luck. I have met nobody to expand my circle of friends.
Do You Blame Your Parents For The Lack-ness In Your Life?
I forgive them. If I assign a letter grade, I give them an incomplete. They never completed raising me and nurturing me. They earn an A grade if I'm confident, moved out, successful in my dreams and whatever I do today. They earn an F grade if they abuse, neglect, being losers, and lazy at home.
What Is Hindering You From Catching Up?
There are two. One is freedom. The second is meeting new people.
Freedom: I live at home. Enough said. Honestly, it's not bad. The recession and the high cost of living, living at home is acceptable. I accept anyone who lives at home with their folks.
On the other hand, living at home I'm limited in learning anything new such as cooking new dishes, my house has too much junk and clutter, and the mood in my house is gloomy. My friends are not invited to my house. I have limited flexibility to seek new adventures and experiences.
Meeting New People: My closest circle of friends rock. Without them, I'm a loner with too much time in his hands. Among my closest friends, I'm the one with the least amount of common interests, yet they welcome me. I'm grateful. I must be doing something correctly. Yeah, having a bigger and more circle of friends with similar living situations, interests, hobbies, and lifestyle helps me catch up in life and helps me grow up.
When Are You Going To Grow Up?
I have no timetable. Live life one day at a time. Be patient. My moments are coming.
The Key Is Confidence. Get Confident, Man.
Very good. So true. I think about it more and follow up.
Are You Thinking Too Much?
Yeah, it's a weakness. I follow up how to solve thinking too much.
Is All This Part Of Growing Up?
Yes!!!
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Thursday, April 23, 2009
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